and i’m already planning an all nighter:)
I realized that even thought im 20, i feel like im 30. I hate people my age and the way they act. yes i understand you want to get paint all over you, but there is no reason you need to act like a freakin animal and push people, and climb all over people. Like come on now we arent little kids we should have respect for other people, and not want to look like fools. Shit if you wanted to get paint all over you so bad you should have gotten there first. Ugh
besides that I had a blast last night. the music was amazing.
Welp, unless someone can convince me to stay at LCU, I’m transferring next semester.
Where are you going?
you’re finally being the guy i wanted you to be months ago, but i sometimes feel i should be with someone else. or just be on my own and figure out my life before i worry about where you are at in my life. I’m getting so tired of going back and forth with you. I have been doing it for 6 almost 7 years.
This Last break up was the worst. Maybe that was it for us, you had you chance and you just walked away from it. UGH i just have no idea what to do:(
I don’t know why i just feel like i better then all of this. I deserve so much more then what im being given. or maybe im just growing up and finally see that i want something more.